The concept of life is so off. It’s never the same for anyone. We look to other peoples for inspiration while we doubt our own words and our own potential. We’re given bodies, thoughts, spirits and we just train ourselves to be like everyone else. We’re not doing ourselves justice by copying. We need to live. We need to crawl out of the box. We need to say the things we mean even it makes us the odd one out. If you’re not the odd one out then you’re the wasteful one within.
Why am I here? Why is everything the way it is? I’m blessed to see through the surface. It’s truly believe it’s my special talent.
I have a bigger purpose in life, I can feel it.
I may not be here to get a degree, have children, produce things, fall in love, be a normal human being.. but I’m here for something.
I’m going along with all this fake bullshit because I have absolutely no idea of what else to do.
I need a sign..
I need to know what i’m supposed to be doing, because it’s SOOOOO much more than this.
We were created for a purpose and I refuse to be blinded by text books, boys, and all that other phoney stuff.
The things we learn in school were simply made up by other people. Who gives a fuck what they have to say, because the only things that matter are what’s in your own head.
so just fucking live. and love everything fucking thing in your fucking sight because life’s only here for a minute.
i have this overpowering feeling that i should be somewhere else..
Reinvent yourself everyday if you need to.
because. you. can.
when faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for..
Well, your the oldest youve ever been and the youngest youll ever be again currently. So there is no better time to change
-Ryan
things are diffrent.
i am different.
i’m just trying to figure this out.
i’m exploring and testing the waters
but i’m being fouled for doing so.
i guess my feelings are just really hurt
and now i’m going to feel like i’m constantly being judged by people who aren’t supposed to judge me at all.
Clearly, I’m going to need to keep MY secrets just MY secrets and not confine in anyone else.
today i noticed everyone’s “dream job” was something different from what they were actually doing…..
so WTF?
Why aren’t we chasing our dreams?
Why are we letting the fear of striking out keep us from playing the game?
Hey you might be SOL for a few years… or maybe a generation, but at least you can say that you followed your heart and pursued your TRUE dreams.
IT’S SCARY… maybe the scariest of things.
To let yourself be THAT happy, THAT fulfilled, THAT in love with life.
Weirdly enough.. we’re afraid of how absolutely wonderful we can truly be.
why does life have so many complications?
i already know the answer.. i just wanted to bitch about it a little.
i hate feeling like i cheated myself.
